Hi, im back to blogging again, nothing much but went out with sissy and bf.
Went to bugis with sis and then met up with bf at tmall.
Went to mac to slack till dinner time and we ate pizza hut, bf's treat ;)

Decided to revive this space, but don't have much to update. Just life is simple, with my boy and family. Rid myself of the negative people. New start. New twitter and all that :D okay will update again!

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I HAVE TONS OF PROJECTS. LITERALLY EVERY SUBJECT I HAVE 1 PROJECT. AND I HAVENT STARTED ON MY SOCIOLOGY PROJ.
DAMN.
So today's bebe and my anni, happy 9months ^^
Well, did quarrel, bt we made up :)
Figured out he was planning to buy the shoe i've been wanting to buy since a month ago online, but he wasn't that familar with the process of shopping online and besides, i've figured it out already, and i was planning to buy together with my sister. So yeaps, bought my shoes already!! :D :D :D :D :D
And so, poor boy, he's back to sqaure one now. Cause it's hard surprising me. Hehes.

Today and yesterday sucks. Well, was at the process of jb-ing my phone and it shut down and cant fucking on it. Been trying to think of ways to on it until 6 fucking am. Yes, bebe accompanied me till 6 am, but half the time we're arguing, trying to piss each other off. But yeah, he tried to help, my sister too. So yeah, i appreciate that :) Cant help but think why all these unlucky things happen to me instead of others.

Home with my boy. Lazing around. I know i look like a wreck.

I wonder, if things are still gonna be the same between you and me. Im just tired already. But im contradicting myself inside. I donno what to do anymore. FML. Who can i tell also. Yeah, you promised again, bt what if you break them again. Should i really risk it? There's so many questions stuck in my head.

Is it really worth it at times. I really donno. 

Projects building up, 1 down, 5 to go. Wtf. And i have so many other shit to care abt.

I just hope, things would change for the better. But i'll have this mindset, 

Hope for the best and prepare for the worst. 

Wonder when is the time where i will no longer head a word you say.

I'm back to see if blogger allows me to upload pics anot.

Oh yeah, its alright now! So these were taken on our way to Dhoby Ghaut, on our 8th month, sunday.

Me, taken while he's smoking.

Taken at Frolick, there's still more, but yeah, lazy to upload =x

Taken at Fish & Co.

Baby and his sunglasses which i bought for him. There's more for the Sentosa trip :D 

Taken on the monorail, means we're reaching the beach! 
Oh yea, a small episode happened, we're walking to the beach, & all of us wore sunglasses cause 
of the sun. Baby, being noob or what idk, placed his specs into his pocket, which has a hole in it. 
And, yeah, it dropped out, as expected. Wanted to go back find, luckily some angmo asked him, 
is he looking for his specs, cause someone placed it at a sign. Then baby went to look for it. And well, that
uncle angmo talked to me and my sis, like where we from, where he's from etc. Then after 5mins, i'm like
why is baby so long. Cfm cant find. Then he tells me, these 2signs dont have. I'm like, there's signs
further upfront right. And yeaps, i was right, it was on the sign infront of those 2signs where he's been looking for. So, specs found, end of story.
Walked to almost end of the beach cause, it's hot and alot of ppl.
And found a place with lots of shade.

 Food for that day.

Photos taken on the mat. And i can't really turn around on this pic cause baby's lying on my

leg and he doesnt wanna get up. Grrr.

He's digging something like a gouge for the seawater to fill up when the tide comes. 

 He wanna act cool & ask me to take him looking like this.

 This pic is one of my fav. Nice lightings and we both looked awesome.
I was reluctant in entering the water cause i was afraid i would wet my shorts, even though they are that
short alrdy. But still, taking this pic made them alittle wet, i was peeved. But well, seeing how nice
this pic is, it's ok :D

Took it when the sun sets, nice scenery, cooling and no more sun. And it's our first sunset tgt! :D
My another sis came, and we went back tgt after they took the ride.

On the monorail, lots of ppl. Means, alot of noise, squeezing and sweat smell.

At Vivo, last shot before parting ways with baby and going home.
So, awesome hols! :D

I know this blog's dead, but i'm back to revive it, yeah :D
So, happy 8th month! ♥
We went to The Cathay to get tickets for Green Lantern, wanted to watch Dylan Dog but sadly no more
timings alrdy ): But, nvm, Green Lantern was awesome! :D
Gah, blogger's being a sucker, i can't upload pics. Dammmmn.
I apologise for a wordy post. 
Nvm, since there's still time before movie starts, went to Frolick, yaaay, a must go place. Hehes.
And went to walk around before entering the cinema.
Wanted to head down to airport for swensens but due to sunday being fathers' day, can't make a reservation, we went to Fish& Co @ ION instead. And they gave us a 4seater, at a weird position. It's ok. Haha.
Gave our orders, i ate Singapore Fish & Chips and baby ordered New York's. And the fish chowder there was, speechlessly awesome! Since i hadn't ate anything, that was something great to warm me up for the amount of food ahead. Dinner served, ate and head out, and went home. And oh yah, he kept saying i look very modellic, and he looks like a commoner beside him. Hehes, and a girl that we both know said he can't wear polo tee and shorts to town. Why not?! I find it ok. She's not the one to comment since just going to house downstairs only, she has to wear like she's going to town. I'm serious, saw it everytime i meet her, so for her standards, going town is like going to a wedding dinner or award ceremony. So, shutup (:
On the next day, monday, sister, baby and i went to Sentosa.
I planned it was because i nvr went before and i really wanna go, and my another sis birthday's nearing.
So was thinking can celebrate also. But she in the end, also neh come. NVM. We 3 still had lots of fun.
Had quality time with baby. And luckily, i didnt get sunburnt or became darker. Woohoo! Went home at around 9? Cos we waited for another sis to join us, cam-whored while waiting. Sisters went to take the ride, LUGE. But i was scared of heights and baby wanted to accompany me so he didnt go as well. Awww, so sweet. Oh yeah, all the food's prepared by baby, so we took it all home and ate it up. Hehes.
Tuesday, baby came and find me as well, bought me lunch and watched tv all day tgt but i was moodless due to something....
But yeah, cleared the air alrdy. So awesome 4 days with baby. Hehes. Next time i see him will be, idk, sunday? Since he has to work 12-10 these days.

I'm bored and since im waiting for stuffs to download, might as well update my bloggg.
Quizzes, projects and term test coming up, 6-10 june gonna have my exam, gotta buck up cause i wanna have a better gpa, without maths, guess it'll be easier.
Like always, free time = moo's time.
Guess this week's been a rough patch, although we managed to get over it, cant help but wonder is it just
the surface or what. For me, guess i have to move pass those issues and stop faking smiles and by the end of the day, im as down as usual. Gotta work on the trust issues. Sometimes cant help but wonder how long i can keep this up. Ohwell, friends too, guess i've been more kept to myself nowadays in sch, just thinking that being in my own world's better. Stuffs that i heard from here and there, makes me more tired.
So, gonna meet Jasmine and Vanessa next sat, watch movie :) Yesterday met up with Jasmine and talked for quite long. Cute girl, nice too, like to text me everyday now. Hahaha. That's all, im too tired to think! Haha, havent slept well in 3days.
Iloveyou, but i wonder if it's too much for me to handle.

Sorry for not updating my blog at all. There's no time to anyway. Brief summary of what i did/got/happened.
Basically, spending weekends or any hols with moo. Got an iPhone so which is why i hardly use laptop now. Got stomach flu. Fuck that shit. And well, mum's bringing us out for good food nowadays. See my check-ins on facebook and you'll know. This week's hell. quizzes almost daily. Damn.

Promises to update soooon. I have projects coming up and im so so busy during weekends. Sorry! 

Went to Sizzler@Sunctec ytd for claudia's celebration and went Ichiban sushi@ Ang Mo Kio on fri.

Do a more detailed one next time!

Whenever i want you to be there, you're always not.

Havent been updating, my apologies. So these 3days of hols passed very quickly.
Sat he came after his driving lesson at around 6pm and went mos burger@ Bedok point  with my sisters and her friend.

Both of us were trying very hard to open the packets of chilli.
After eating, its time for Gongcha!

While waiting for gongcha, my sister took Moo's IC & if you see carefully, can see how broad he is. LOL.

While we're in bus. Kinda attracted alot of attention. Like they nvr seen anyone take pics in bus.
Then comes Sunday. Oh, i sudd remembered how we spent it.
First, me, 2 sisters and mum went to Dian Xiao Er @ NEX. Damn, the food there's awesome!

Ordered a roasted duck, kangkong with sambal, dong puo rou, brocolli with scallop& steamed fish.
It was very fulling. It's like, happygirl93@NEX.com. Hehehes.
Afterwards, moo came and find us, too bad, he missed that lunch. Cause he wanna act shy luh, dont want come. Hahaha.
Walked awhile and went to DessertStory for dessert! Another awesome place! The snow ice there is (Y).

While waiting and eating. Went to his house for dinner? oh, yeah, went there. Haha.
Monday, which is today, his mum came and fetch me up to their house and i spent most of the afternoon
there rolling on the bed and watching him play CS.
Afterwhich went to Grandma's home. That marks the 3 days of my hols. Why so fast fly away?! ):
Till the next time then.
All i want is for another mind to understand mine.

So. First week of sch is a waste of my time. But the BCM tut teacher, was awesome.

He talks like, 'so us teachers were bitching abt the students', 'cause TL(tulan) mah' and 'i wont go haunting your ass.' 

I LIKE. Hehehes. Sociol was boring, there's a cute guy there. Hehes.

Basically, there's nothing much and i start skipping my lects alrdy. 

I wasted $30.70 just to buy 2 modules notes! Damn. There's 2more which i havent bought yet.

How much more money im gonna waste seriously.

Went to Cotton On on wed, bought a bag and few clothes. And i bought my boy some Iphone covers.

Cause his black one's spoilt and the other that he has is gay looking. So i bought new ones :D 

Misunderstandings occured, we're all friends, should love one another right (: And my boy came and find me on wed and thurs. Gonna go with him to Ubi on sat and while he drives, i sit there and play games in the school-.- Well, since he wants me to go, ok lo. Its only 2hrs anyways. 

There's a long weekend ahead, awesome! Super looking forward to sleeping in. 

Cause i've been waking up very early and my alarm aint working. Luckily i got my boy to call me. Hehes.

Time will show you how a person really is.

So, today sat in the same lecture theatre for a whole of 3hrs. My butt ache sia.

Then i have alot of projs. Damn! Fire& safety managment has 18topics.

Buying the books of notes will make me broke. 

Didnt spot any cute guys at socio lect today, hopefully in my tutorial class has (: 

Went to look for a new bag, but cant bear to buy, when its only $10!! Cause i really dont

wanna waste the money. I'd rather buy useful stuffs. 

Tml's gonna be an early day, gotta wake up at 7am D: But will be ending at 12 :D 

And its about time we met.

So, first day of sch, got a call from julia to change my CDS. My cds is changed to Sociology now.
And instead of wed 3-6pm, its friday, 11am to 1pm! Yayness.
Boring day in sch, 3lects all the way, lab got cancelled. Wore shoes and jeans for nothing! Damn.
So slacked in the canteen with Abrie, Claudia, Jessie&Julia since Jessie wanted to eat and Abrie is waiting for her boy.
Afterwards went home.
Supposed to be a nice and peaceful day, although its boring.
Then shit has to come and spoil it. Really.

Not i purposly did that, but i really was eating, what for i so bo liao bluff you just to get back.
Well, just nice you could feel how i felt.
Not i dont wanna console you, is you ownself ask me reply, i replied then you sudd attitude me.
Me against you. What? Thought you would know i would be the last person to do that.
Disappointed. And how i know you're arguing in the first place, you also nvr tell me!
How i know need to console you!
You didnt reply me for like whole of 20mins, then i reply late for like 10mins, for the same reason and i get attitude. Yeah, although you apologised but, i still need to vent!
Cos no one to tell to ): Too little friends & you happen to be my only venting area.
You feel how i felt when you always reply late then the reason is you're eating.
Then you weirdo, mostly say wanna call me, then lazy jiu ask me online.
Everytime go according to your way. How many nights of sleep i sacrificed, when you know i cant sleep if i use the com for too long, yet you always ask me online. Damn you. Make me anticipate this then sudd change that. Fun ah. Then next time i tell you ok, msn you. Then later say i dont want le. either call me or text me. I seriously dont care.
 Can dont talk to me one, like i always tell you to. Since you always say want see smth touching, so see this. You always say wanna call me, i didnt force you to at all, make it a habit le, then i will anticipate to hear your stupid sound. Then sudd change to msn, like drop from sky. Shit you! Hmph! Whew, finally. Much better. Dont care if you see this anot. 

Try to put yourself in my shoes at times. I have my reason for being unreasonable. Cause sometimes, you have to feel what i felt to understand me.

Check yourself before you wreck yourself.

I'm blogging so early cause i went out to teach tuition in the morning and i dont feel like going back to sleep when i reached home. Damn it.

So, ytd, went to Anchorvale CC to swim, there's like 7people, all of us bought child tickets. LOL.

Luckily, there's 2seniors from my course that are his friends. One hilarious/yucky incident is the baby pool with playground in it, they sudd chased everyone out, heard one mum said to her kid, "Dont go in! Inside got someone da bian!" Ewww, no wonder. Hahaha.

The slides there made my butt hurt. So tried once only. Time for photo spam :D

I was taking cause i wanted to see how my hair looks like, which is CUI.

These are taken by, fyi, me. See, i take until cant see his fats, make him so handsome. LOL. This pose is i ask him make cause make him looks thinner :D But he take mine until like muscular only. So dont see.

This is his friends, Melvin on the left & my senior Airil on the right with thumbs up.

Farhan with his awesome pose.

I realised i got alot in common with him.

We're both scared of heights, donno how to swim properly, clean freaks!

Yay, got people pei me! Ok, i know very lame. But yeah. Hahaha.

So after that, i went to bathe.

And wth, the queue inside is like omg damn long.

I'm used to my old house which has got a pool so i everytime swim finish then go up home to bathe.

Somemore inside, dirty lo! Waited like 20mins or so. Damn long.

Cabbed back cause farhan gotta go airport or smth.

Dinner at his house.

Took these when im at his house downstairs.

After that, his mum sent me home.

Guessed his mum also send until tired, 2straight days. Usually is one week once.

Thanks alot auntie :D

But why no one can see my new hair color): Supposed to be purple brown then looks like blackish red. Nvm D:

School's starting tml, at 1pm. No ): And i have visitors coming to my house and he's gotta visit his ahma

so sunday, not gonna meet. Guess we'll meet on wed instead.

Gonna be short post. Cause im mad tired. Really, 3hrs of non stop swimming. Well, playing with water.

So how am i not tired. Will make a detailed one tml. Tata.

So, I'm updating using his IPhone now cause he is playing soccer now and I'm bored since I can only sit and watch. Sucha good girlfriend right, hahah. But there is alot of people kicking today, can I say awkward? Yeah I do know them but still, don't really talk much except for a few. The rest is just in a diff league from me. So it's confirmed. Will be swimming with some of them on Sunday, heard that that yp girl's going. Omg. Well, will be seeing him alot nowadays. Friday to Sunday, next Wednesday cause he has driving lesson. And well, since I end at 6, could meet for a while(: that's all for the current update. Hope nothing happens while they ball.

This applies to everyone, just how long only. I will force myself to get over it and start everything anew within a fortnight. I wont go begging, nvr did, nvr will. I wont go saying love confessions after its over. Before its over, i would give my shot. But after that, fat hope. Its your loss anyway. No matter what i would just hold it in. Since for my previous one, i didnt even contact him if he didnt come and talk to me for a month, no matter how much i wished he would. And then thats when the drama starts, blahblah. And we ended up as strangers. Nice. But if you have nothing nice to say, i'd rather we not talk.