I HAVE TONS OF PROJECTS. LITERALLY EVERY SUBJECT I HAVE 1 PROJECT. AND I HAVENT STARTED ON MY SOCIOLOGY PROJ.
DAMN.
So today's bebe and my anni, happy 9months ^^
Well, did quarrel, bt we made up :)
Figured out he was planning to buy the shoe i've been wanting to buy since a month ago online, but he wasn't that familar with the process of shopping online and besides, i've figured it out already, and i was planning to buy together with my sister. So yeaps, bought my shoes already!! :D :D :D :D :D
And so, poor boy, he's back to sqaure one now. Cause it's hard surprising me. Hehes.

Today and yesterday sucks. Well, was at the process of jb-ing my phone and it shut down and cant fucking on it. Been trying to think of ways to on it until 6 fucking am. Yes, bebe accompanied me till 6 am, but half the time we're arguing, trying to piss each other off. But yeah, he tried to help, my sister too. So yeah, i appreciate that :) Cant help but think why all these unlucky things happen to me instead of others.

Home with my boy. Lazing around. I know i look like a wreck.

I wonder, if things are still gonna be the same between you and me. Im just tired already. But im contradicting myself inside. I donno what to do anymore. FML. Who can i tell also. Yeah, you promised again, bt what if you break them again. Should i really risk it? There's so many questions stuck in my head.

Is it really worth it at times. I really donno. 

Projects building up, 1 down, 5 to go. Wtf. And i have so many other shit to care abt.

I just hope, things would change for the better. But i'll have this mindset, 

Hope for the best and prepare for the worst. 

Wonder when is the time where i will no longer head a word you say.