So. First week of sch is a waste of my time. But the BCM tut teacher, was awesome.

He talks like, 'so us teachers were bitching abt the students', 'cause TL(tulan) mah' and 'i wont go haunting your ass.' 

I LIKE. Hehehes. Sociol was boring, there's a cute guy there. Hehes.

Basically, there's nothing much and i start skipping my lects alrdy. 

I wasted $30.70 just to buy 2 modules notes! Damn. There's 2more which i havent bought yet.

How much more money im gonna waste seriously.

Went to Cotton On on wed, bought a bag and few clothes. And i bought my boy some Iphone covers.

Cause his black one's spoilt and the other that he has is gay looking. So i bought new ones :D 

Misunderstandings occured, we're all friends, should love one another right (: And my boy came and find me on wed and thurs. Gonna go with him to Ubi on sat and while he drives, i sit there and play games in the school-.- Well, since he wants me to go, ok lo. Its only 2hrs anyways. 

There's a long weekend ahead, awesome! Super looking forward to sleeping in. 

Cause i've been waking up very early and my alarm aint working. Luckily i got my boy to call me. Hehes.

Time will show you how a person really is.

So, today sat in the same lecture theatre for a whole of 3hrs. My butt ache sia.

Then i have alot of projs. Damn! Fire& safety managment has 18topics.

Buying the books of notes will make me broke. 

Didnt spot any cute guys at socio lect today, hopefully in my tutorial class has (: 

Went to look for a new bag, but cant bear to buy, when its only $10!! Cause i really dont

wanna waste the money. I'd rather buy useful stuffs. 

Tml's gonna be an early day, gotta wake up at 7am D: But will be ending at 12 :D 

And its about time we met.

So, first day of sch, got a call from julia to change my CDS. My cds is changed to Sociology now.
And instead of wed 3-6pm, its friday, 11am to 1pm! Yayness.
Boring day in sch, 3lects all the way, lab got cancelled. Wore shoes and jeans for nothing! Damn.
So slacked in the canteen with Abrie, Claudia, Jessie&Julia since Jessie wanted to eat and Abrie is waiting for her boy.
Afterwards went home.
Supposed to be a nice and peaceful day, although its boring.
Then shit has to come and spoil it. Really.

Not i purposly did that, but i really was eating, what for i so bo liao bluff you just to get back.
Well, just nice you could feel how i felt.
Not i dont wanna console you, is you ownself ask me reply, i replied then you sudd attitude me.
Me against you. What? Thought you would know i would be the last person to do that.
Disappointed. And how i know you're arguing in the first place, you also nvr tell me!
How i know need to console you!
You didnt reply me for like whole of 20mins, then i reply late for like 10mins, for the same reason and i get attitude. Yeah, although you apologised but, i still need to vent!
Cos no one to tell to ): Too little friends & you happen to be my only venting area.
You feel how i felt when you always reply late then the reason is you're eating.
Then you weirdo, mostly say wanna call me, then lazy jiu ask me online.
Everytime go according to your way. How many nights of sleep i sacrificed, when you know i cant sleep if i use the com for too long, yet you always ask me online. Damn you. Make me anticipate this then sudd change that. Fun ah. Then next time i tell you ok, msn you. Then later say i dont want le. either call me or text me. I seriously dont care.
 Can dont talk to me one, like i always tell you to. Since you always say want see smth touching, so see this. You always say wanna call me, i didnt force you to at all, make it a habit le, then i will anticipate to hear your stupid sound. Then sudd change to msn, like drop from sky. Shit you! Hmph! Whew, finally. Much better. Dont care if you see this anot. 

Try to put yourself in my shoes at times. I have my reason for being unreasonable. Cause sometimes, you have to feel what i felt to understand me.

Check yourself before you wreck yourself.

I'm blogging so early cause i went out to teach tuition in the morning and i dont feel like going back to sleep when i reached home. Damn it.

So, ytd, went to Anchorvale CC to swim, there's like 7people, all of us bought child tickets. LOL.

Luckily, there's 2seniors from my course that are his friends. One hilarious/yucky incident is the baby pool with playground in it, they sudd chased everyone out, heard one mum said to her kid, "Dont go in! Inside got someone da bian!" Ewww, no wonder. Hahaha.

The slides there made my butt hurt. So tried once only. Time for photo spam :D

I was taking cause i wanted to see how my hair looks like, which is CUI.

These are taken by, fyi, me. See, i take until cant see his fats, make him so handsome. LOL. This pose is i ask him make cause make him looks thinner :D But he take mine until like muscular only. So dont see.

This is his friends, Melvin on the left & my senior Airil on the right with thumbs up.

Farhan with his awesome pose.

I realised i got alot in common with him.

We're both scared of heights, donno how to swim properly, clean freaks!

Yay, got people pei me! Ok, i know very lame. But yeah. Hahaha.

So after that, i went to bathe.

And wth, the queue inside is like omg damn long.

I'm used to my old house which has got a pool so i everytime swim finish then go up home to bathe.

Somemore inside, dirty lo! Waited like 20mins or so. Damn long.

Cabbed back cause farhan gotta go airport or smth.

Dinner at his house.

Took these when im at his house downstairs.

After that, his mum sent me home.

Guessed his mum also send until tired, 2straight days. Usually is one week once.

Thanks alot auntie :D

But why no one can see my new hair color): Supposed to be purple brown then looks like blackish red. Nvm D:

School's starting tml, at 1pm. No ): And i have visitors coming to my house and he's gotta visit his ahma

so sunday, not gonna meet. Guess we'll meet on wed instead.

Gonna be short post. Cause im mad tired. Really, 3hrs of non stop swimming. Well, playing with water.

So how am i not tired. Will make a detailed one tml. Tata.

So, I'm updating using his IPhone now cause he is playing soccer now and I'm bored since I can only sit and watch. Sucha good girlfriend right, hahah. But there is alot of people kicking today, can I say awkward? Yeah I do know them but still, don't really talk much except for a few. The rest is just in a diff league from me. So it's confirmed. Will be swimming with some of them on Sunday, heard that that yp girl's going. Omg. Well, will be seeing him alot nowadays. Friday to Sunday, next Wednesday cause he has driving lesson. And well, since I end at 6, could meet for a while(: that's all for the current update. Hope nothing happens while they ball.

This applies to everyone, just how long only. I will force myself to get over it and start everything anew within a fortnight. I wont go begging, nvr did, nvr will. I wont go saying love confessions after its over. Before its over, i would give my shot. But after that, fat hope. Its your loss anyway. No matter what i would just hold it in. Since for my previous one, i didnt even contact him if he didnt come and talk to me for a month, no matter how much i wished he would. And then thats when the drama starts, blahblah. And we ended up as strangers. Nice. But if you have nothing nice to say, i'd rather we not talk.

I forgave you for what you did but i still die a little inside everytime i think about it.

Guess that's kinda relevant to me. Got back my timetable. IT SUCKS.

Mon&tues, 1-6pm

Wed&Thurs, 8-6freaking pm. 

But at least fri-9to11am :D

Well, guess i should hurry and update more since im free most of the time, cause when sch strts, might not be updating that much anymore. 

http://www.formspring.me/Nicoleeeeetty 

 I made this out of boredom. Ask anything i guess. 

I'm doing a post again cause i was surprised by how i looked a year ago and now.

This is the me one year ago. And this is by far the one and only pic which i find i look ok when i smile wide.

If it's too far, there's one close up.

And haters, i bet you're going, omg, she's so ugly sia. HAHAHAH. Which i can say, laugh all you want. Didnt say i look pretty in the first place.
And then this is me today, which is a yr later.:

This is the most recent me cause i cut my hair during the hols.
But i look not much diff when i was now and sec 2-4. The only major diff is this one yr. I realised, why i look so ah lian?! And i look older also! Got people say i look 20. Now, people dont believe i closing 18. Damn.

This is how i looked like when im sec3, 15yrs old. Not much diff from now huh. Just cant uds only that yr of 17, i looked so diff!

This was taken when i was 17, beginning of the yr.

This is only 3-4months later.

This is how i look like in may. Difference in one month, just cause i changed my hair colour.

This is how i look like in june. And finally i ended up looking like this in august:

See the diff made by hair colour? And then slowly, became how i look now.
What a huge diff. It may just be me.

What's my definition of love.
Yeah, includes the usual shit, if he's always on your mind, you forgive him despite whatever lousy things he'd done. That goes without saying, i guess.
Mine's pretty simple, definition of love means, i need you hence i love you. There's a difference between i love you cause i need you. Take some time to think abt it & you'll get what i mean. Well, for everyone i guess there's someone who's special& someone who's important. But for important, there can only be one. Cause, special means that person would always have a space in your mind cause of the memories you've had, friends, ex-lovers. You could live without it if there's no choice. But for important, it would mean, you cant do without that person, which is why he/she is important. This explains why there only can be one. It goes without saying that family is included for some, dont have to remind me.

I admit, i always believed that everyone would leave no matter what, so i dont treat relationships between people seriously. Be it friendship, kinship or what. I used to love because i am loved, i dont have to love that person. I guess i started out my most recent r/s this way too. And i guess i wanted to forget everything that time and wanted to start anew, yeah, that's what he's thinking too. Which is why we got tgt rather quickly, without knowing each other that well. Do i regret it? I guess alittle. Cause if i had taken the time to know each other& let the feelings grow, i probably wont go through all that shit for the first few months. And let it leave a fear in my mind. Confusing me from time to time. Yes, the good times are there, too good till it makes me lose grasp of reality at times. Like, can i actually be this happy. Guessed im used to not bothering abt anything made me emotionally numb. From young, i was always getting laughed at, so i always tell myself not to bother and be emotionless. So i guess, i find it hard to express my feelings. I surpress my laughter when i really wanna laugh, my disappointment and all that.

Guess me and him are really 2diff beings. Which is why we fit tgt like he's the last piece to my puzzle. Okayzxc, i have no idea what to update so im posting random stuffs that comes through my mind. Don't read if its wordy. KTHXBYE.

They say, the only way to know how important a certain thing is to you is to imagine life without it.

I guess, for people who dont take r/s seriously, they just cant see how important that somebody is to them until they truely lost it. Friendship too. I miss my friend of 2yrs in sec sch, really. I just donno how to clear the mistakes with her, how to put down the pride, how to start. But i really miss her.

I'm missing my boy. And i seriously dont care who hates me because im with him. Because my life is happier now. And apparently, his is too. This past months, many doubts are cleared. We're very honest with each other now. Although i still get sad when his reply was maybe when someone asked him if he's happy with me& his excuse was he was busy and didnt know what he's talking. Yeah, did have an episode over that, but well, since he went out so far to do those, he's forgiven. Not gonna say cause he's gonna kill me for embarrassing him if i said it. But its unexpected, cause i didnt do that infront of him. But haters gonna hate me, means they want something they cant have from me.
Everyone's school started, but TP hasn't. Im bored at home everyday. And i still donno my timetable yet.

This is going to be a normal blog, since i didnt wanna spam tumblr with these. I'll update here too i guess.

Happy 6th months! ♥
So he took his btt, came down to my house, since its at ubi.
My mum let him in, and i woke up, bathed and headed to Bedok point for lunch.
We wanted Eatzi aka Jack's place, but full house! Wanted to wait but its not worthed it.
So went to Kungfu Paradise instead. It's really cheap for their lunch promos!
Students $5.80, non-students $6.80, top up $1 for drinks or $3 for drinks & soup!
Plus, their portion is huge, so its value for money! Should be going there often i guess.

That's me with my pasta, Smokey Chicken Pasta.

That's Darren Oh Zhi Gang waiting for his food and doing lame stuffs. Hahahaha.
So had a great lunch and headed to town for a movie, Limitless @ The Cathay.
Our show's at 5.20pm so we went to Gongcha @ Plaza Sing and waited for time to pass.

Idk why is his expression like this, i think he's looking at girls. Hahahha.

He's trying to take photos of me but i shy mah, so i try to avoid the camera. Im evil i know.
Everytime i take him i force him to smile, but he take mine im allowed to dodge.

 But i did give him nice photos in the end!

I did what he requested. LOL. I know i ugly, sorry to pollute your eyes.
Watched the movie, it's good! I rate it 8.9/10. Hahaha.
Went back home to rest. And took photos again cos my sis sudd very nice, say wanna help us.

So yeah, the close ups are taken by me, far ones are by sister. Pardon me cause i was wearing skirt& i didnt know i would look like this.
But anyway, i love you! These days are well spent with you! I'll see you on good friday too! Hopefully sun i can go swimming with him&his friends.