They say, the only way to know how important a certain thing is to you is to imagine life without it.

I guess, for people who dont take r/s seriously, they just cant see how important that somebody is to them until they truely lost it. Friendship too. I miss my friend of 2yrs in sec sch, really. I just donno how to clear the mistakes with her, how to put down the pride, how to start. But i really miss her.

I'm missing my boy. And i seriously dont care who hates me because im with him. Because my life is happier now. And apparently, his is too. This past months, many doubts are cleared. We're very honest with each other now. Although i still get sad when his reply was maybe when someone asked him if he's happy with me& his excuse was he was busy and didnt know what he's talking. Yeah, did have an episode over that, but well, since he went out so far to do those, he's forgiven. Not gonna say cause he's gonna kill me for embarrassing him if i said it. But its unexpected, cause i didnt do that infront of him. But haters gonna hate me, means they want something they cant have from me.
Everyone's school started, but TP hasn't. Im bored at home everyday. And i still donno my timetable yet.